Feelings are the root cause for depression. It hurts very badly when someone very close to us starting behaving in strange way, which is never expected from them. Everyone say we should not expect anything from anyone but is it possible to be so close to someone (by mutual understanding of course)and then dont expect anything from them. One of my close friends behavior hurt me a lot and worst part is she doesnt even bother that i felt so bad, i cried in front of her but she was least bothered about me. I dont believe in making many friends, she is very close friend of mine. I dont from past one month what is going wrong between us, i am trying to sort out the misunderstandings between us, as i dont want to loose her but she is least bothered about all these. I got very hurt, and today i am sharing this with you people, cant tell ll these to her, actually i tried yesterday but she ignored it by saying that she is very bad bad stubborn and i should better go away from her. Usually we used to share everything but now situations have changed. I am not able to concentrate any where trying to keep my mind distracted but these things are constantly coming in my mind. I have very important exams to give after 20 days, i dont want to spoil my professional life because of all these.
So easily she said that it doesnt matter for her even if i get hurt because of her, she never used to be like this.
By telling all these i just wanna say that how a person can bring Tsunami in our life! without realizing how much it hurts. I dont want to remain depressed, i am fed up.
Will everything get settled?
Please help i am not at concentrating on studies, my exams are equally important for me, i am trying to study but its in vein.
Please someone guide me?